I feel like a ship sinking and everyone jumping off!

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FormerMember

23 Aug 2009

Is it that my hair has from being long to quite short, is it I have this cancer 'Aura' around me, are people scared of me? my husband has gone away for the 3rd weekend in a row, maybe to get away from me?? my friends seem to just dwindle, it's a bit sad really. Not sure if there is anyone feeling as lonely as me, wish this life i have been given was more fullfilling I suppose this is what is known as fate is and my last weeks months years are going to be spent like this???help as i that horrible!! I want to swear and say f*** you but don't. I am beginning to feel persicuted and feel suicidal and no one really knows. I hope this don't sound to awful. Jill

sue G over 14 years ago

Sorry you are so down tonight and feel all alone.

You are not alone you have the people on this site who know how you are feeling right now.

People are scared, sometimes I think that people are afraid they can catch it like swine flu.

Shout and swear all you like to us if you feel better.

Talk to your husband and tell him how you feel.

Have lost so called friends too. They cannot cope but am grateful to the ones who have stayed around and supported me.

You are not awful just having a down time.

Things will look better in the morning.

Good night. Sleep well.

Sue x x
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