hi all well as some may know i doing great was booked in for 8 chemo had ct scan as 4 and so good doc say we stop at chemo 6 and do ct scan did that it looked great so doc wonts me to have pet scan and that on monday .................... yep tomorow well if you been folwing me on blogs you will know i not great with scan as when i had my 1st pet scan i had lump in neak and if i put on arms up i the lump pushed in to my wind pip and made it hard to breath . so as this 1st pet scan i had to put my arms over my head this up set me as breathing was not good and i had to hold my arms to as there was no table to rest my arms on and my arms was killing to. i called out for help lots of times but no one come i was so up set i think i going to die . so as you can see i now not great with scans . i had a ct scan sins that last pet scan and all most wet my self but this pet scan is going to be the test for me as i have to go on a train for 50 min by my self go to app by my self and come home by my self . as simon is as a hope app for him self i all ready getting up set but i not told simon as i know he get up know he not with me .. can any one help me with some words of help i was ok with every think before this and ok with needels and any think. i 41 and i just think i a baby when it comes to scans . can any one tell me what to do to block it out or any think . i dont drink but fill like it lol . thanks for all you help . lots of love jillyann xxxxxxx
