Hospital all day yesterday know they are busy but so much waiting around had my ct scan and saw the consultant what a lovely lady she is shes a diamond !!! we have got lots of humour between us even when she told me i have to go in on friday to have a biopsy again!!! good news is my scan showed that my cancer cells are stable and i dont have to start chemo till after xmas unless things change before then visited the macmillan centre at barts as well when i was there..... such lovely ladies bless them helped me with lots and gave us lots of books to read even some for my daughter as well........so blood tests to go for later today .....am a bit weepy today guess its got to come out somewhere this chemo is freaking me out truth be known the side effects im reading about........ so i am going to stop reading about them its not helping me at all.......... chin up though its not going to beat me could swear but i wont MR C go take a hike!!! (thats so not what i want to say but i will be polite for now lol) love to everyone stay strong !!!!
