well today is the day for my first chemo im apprehensive to say the least and found it really difficult to sleep last night still saw 3 am and i had to be up at 7 to get my son up for school funny how things just go on as normal but i feel like screaming and running away but i wont!!!
im not ill thats the thing but i know that the side effects will hit me like it does everyone else i dont want to be sick lose my hair or anything else who the hell does but ive just got to keep thinking this is going to blast this bloody thing out of me so bring it on i will not put up with this thing scrounging a place to rest its weary head in my body how bloody dare it now go take a bloody hike mate !!!!
