Just a quick note,
I have just lit a candle in memory of ju, but also all those we have sadly lost this year ,all of us left behind and those suffering but even though i had a few tears its a memory candle and smells just beautiful , its uplifting and calming apparantly , a bit like i try to be :)
I dont need to tell you what mac and my friends on it has done for me ! one friend in particular another young widow has given me so much ,friendship , support and kindness and lent me their ear lots and lots ,
I know i dont need to thank you all and some of you will tell me off but thats me!
Cancer ruined my life but its also made me a stronger, better person, and i truly believe a better mum too , we will find happiness again just as ju wanted ,
so HAPPY HEALTHY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL :)
AND HUGE HUGS FROM ME XXXXXX
PS its JBE /JANS birthday tommorow ( love you hun ,21 again xxx)
