I am writing this blog to thank my many mac friends on here i cant name you all as would be here forever :) , as keezer pointed out in a blog earlier theirs been a lot of sad posts recently ,
I myself have had a tough few days , but after few hours sleep feel much better today , but its not just that thats helped me ,its the support and kindness and love from my friends on here , i was talking to a friend last night who has such family support and i realised i havent ,which is sad really but something ive just had to accept ,my parents are now planning on moving away and didnt even tell me themselves they told my eldest daughter instead , but i cant even remember the last time my mum asked how i was ,but never mind ,i didnt come on here to winge and moan (for a change ;) )
The last 6 months have been so difficult but i feel im a better person for it , and in many ways im blessed , i have 3 beautiful children , an amazing best friend, her family are like part of ours , i have the pleasure of being neves guardian and sharing in her life , i also have some very special friends on here the ones who bless them listen to me , cry with me , support me , and most of all can make me smile , and some who can make me cry with laughter,
When ju died i felt like i would never laugh again or be happy , and the worse feeling was being so alone , i do still feel alone sometimes but never on here , and one friend in paticular (im not mentioning names but you know who you are ) has helped me more than they will ever know ,and to them i can say anything and they will understand as they going through the same as me , and i thank you for just being their and making me smile ,
The reason for this blog was to try and make people smile and remember what this site is all about , love ,kindness ,support ,friendship , we share tears ,laughter, ups and downs , and most of all those fab virtual hugs ,
love and hugs to all jenni xxxx
