Well this will hopefully be short but you never know with me :)
I know some of you have been waiting for this, but its been a long hard week, and ive not had time to do much at all , and have been exausted , i also as some of you are aware have had a nasty prob to deal with and will carry on doing that tommorow and thanx to those of you who know and are helping me through ,i will tell everyone else when its dealt with xxxx
Well im now a health care assistant for the nhs, and i am thrilled the training has been brilliant , i have learnt so much , im already enrolled in 3 courses , adult cpr, peadiatric cpr and deffibrillator training , and they let me loose on the wards on tuesday , and i cant wait , i still have a lot to learn and also cant wait for that either , i feel like i have a new lease of life, im exausted but it feels great , my house is a mess but i dont care, my kids are so happy to see me smiling, they have all commented,i was slightly worried about my little boy but he assures me hes fine and loves me :) and prob sounds sad but i am very proud of myself , despite a few tears today when chaplain was talking to us so i had to leave the room, but he was lovely and spent about 15mins reassuring me , and no im not religious at all !!! but he was kind and gentle ,
So i will stop their as im off to have a nice glass of wine and relax , i think ive earnt it , love and hugs to all xxxxx
