I cant believe its been a week since ju, passed away , i still feel lost as though a part of me is missing, yesterday was my worst day i was distraught, i never thought i could feel that much , physical and emotional pain, i couldnt see my way out till something really strange happened, im not going into what as you will prob all think im mad, but ju gave me a sign that he was ok and yes with a smilie face attached, i was freaked out at first till i realised what was going on, and i did have a witness in my best friend, and i suddenly felt an overwhelming sense that ju,s ok hes at peace and hes still with me ,and yes i still feel desperatly sad, and miss him but that sign and sense of peace is really helping me,
So for all of you who feel as i did yesterday ,i feel their is some way that the people you love will let you know its going to be hard but they are still their and hopefully at peace , at long last , as i now know my sweet lovely ju now is and that means the world to me :) xxxxxxxxxxxxx
