Today i go to the Beatson for my pre-verifacation scan have no idea what that means but know it will be on table mask back in place ....when i was there last week got to talk to my oncologist and consultant RT Maureen who is fantastic they told me all the things that could /might or might not happen to my skin and mouth during treatment ..my friend Brian was there and my daughter and to be honest someof it went over my head as everyone except me was asking questions ...my head was in a spin .today i hope to get a chance to get some one on one time go over a few points and one thing i have never done is to ask to see my mask with the marks to see where they will be targeting not sure if knowledge is power or a little knowledge is a dangerous thing ....sometimes i dont want to know and just trust in them to do the job and get rid of this thing thats been living rent free inside me for heaven only knows how long time for it to move out .
Woke up early as usual wish i could sleep longer .guess that might happen when my RT starts but would like it to be more a natural sleep ...than a exhausted induced one feel i could just go back to sleep now for a little while so might lay down again for a rest dont have to leave until 12 ..
Hope everyone is has a good day today and a worry free one which i know only to well is very hard ..
God Bless
Love and hugs
Jan x
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