After the first cycle which was really tough, the oncologist reduced the dose. So the second cycle was much easier and although the first week was hard because of the nausea I was able to go out for a walk every day and my energy levels were better.
I also knew better what to expect and knew it would pass.
The hardest part was dealing with the hair loss. I didn’t lose my hair when I had chemo eleven years ago. I found it really upsetting to see so much hair on my clothes and hairbrush every day. I had a really bad day when I just felt like crying and eventually did! I then decided to get over myself as it’s a small price to pay to live. I started putting make up on and making more of an effort. I didn’t the first week after chemo as I felt so yuck!
I also read on this forum about how to help it grow back and with only more chemo before surgery that is feeling closer. I have bought products from the Grow Gorgeous range so we will see if that helps.
I had the third cycle of ECX yesterday and so have one more bad week to get through. Then a CT scan and a partial gastrectomy in January.
I am writing this blog as I have found this Forum such a great support.
