After my appointment with the second nurse I continued with my usual everyday bits and pieces. My forthcoming outpatients appointment was always in the back of my mind, but that wasn't going to happen for a while and life needed to get back to normal.
So there I was one morning a few days later, probably glued to sailing videos on You Tube, when my enjoyment of a good stormy passage was disturbed by a letter landing on the hallway floor. It wasn't Christmas or a birthday so it had to be junk mail. I sat back to enjoy my favourite entertainment of watching some extremely keen and very wet sailors hanging on for dear life.
When I later emerged into the hallway and headed to the kitchen for a top up something caught my eye. I immediately realised that on this occasion the post wasn't destined to go straight to the recycling bin unread. It was a letter, and it looked suspiciously like a standard NHS mailing. That was very efficient, I thought. An appointment date already.
I was right but also wrong.
It was indeed a letter from the Department of Dermatology at the local Royal Infirmary.
I think the Macmillan community guidelines quite rightly don't look favourably on the appearance of medical letters, redacted or not, in blogs. But I need to include some details in order to set the scene for subsequent events. So, here are the letter's essential points in the order in which they appeared (with my initial thoughts italicised):
As with most NHS letters, it wasn't actually signed. The sender wasn't a dermatologist. The letter had been sent by someone whose job title was a Coordinator, and I'd never heard of the organisation she coordinated.
I glanced at the date on the letter. It had actually been typed the day after the photos were taken. How on earth was that possible, I wondered. To turn things around as quickly as that, review the photos, review the notes, dictate a letter and get it in the post? In a department that I presumed was no different from all other specialist dermatology services. Straining at the seams to the point of bursting for good. I was astonished.
Somehow or other, I needed to make sense of this. I returned to my desktop and began a search, no doubt hopeful those sailors wouldn't be shipwrecked before I was able to join them again.
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