She's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!

Well chaps, long time no blog...but the good news is that I'm back...well good news for me anyway...I shall let you guys make your own mind up! As most of you know a lot has happened, as well as being diagnosed with the Brain mets, being on the steroids brought on diabetes...lost me vision and me social life...no Facebook, no What Now, couldnt even read me blinking texts! Thank you by the way for all you lovely messages, even if I was unable to get back to you! So where to begin? Firstly I want to say how absolutely gutted I am that we have lost Rickerooo, he was such a beautiful gentle soul and I shall miss him very much, I am grateful though to have been lucky enough to call him my friend and to have him in my life made it all the richer even if it was just for a short while. As for me, how am I doing? Well I'm doing ok, I'm grateful to wake up each morning to be honest. I'm trying to make the most of what life has to offer and I'm enjoying myself. I'm surrounding myself with positive energy and people, there will be time to be sad when I'm gone, right now I just want to have fun and lots of it! This weekend I am staying at my Brother-in-Laws for the weekend, he lives in Kent and he is having a mini festival in his garden. He is in a band so is headlining of course, there are several bands playing on Sunday and he reckons there will be 200-300 people...camping and all hehe...so looking forward to it! Maybe my crusty days aren't over just yet!! All in all life is good people it really really is! I'm so blessed, fab family, fab friends, amazing support and I'm blessed with the knowledge that I will only go on to a better place when I leave this life...dare I say in my own little way that I'm happy? As always folks, much love to you all Indie xx