I'll spend my life regretting, the things we could of done.
I know I feel so lonely, yet I'm not the only one.
I carry the pain inside me, the part of you not here.
I was hoping one day that part would heal.
I cannot hide my pain anymore, or seem to let you go.
I cannot seem to function right, without you anymore.
A part of me died with you, it will never be the same.
But one thing that's true is my love will always remain.
You helped me grow in life and made me who I am.
You were such a wonderful woman, such an amazing Gran.
I never will forget you, not even for a day.
Even though you're not here, you've had to go away.
I hope one day you find me and show me the way to go.
So one day I can wake up and not feel so alone.
I still love you deeply, I cannot say goodbye.
The mere thought of that just makes me want to cry.
I miss you dearly, Grandma. But we'll meet again.
Then all this sadness will disappear, along with the pain.
RIP Gran. 10-11-1936 - 10-12-2012 17:10pm.
