I want to tell you things I never got the chance too.
You did so much for me, yet I never showed gratitude. I am deeply sorry. You were and still are everything to me. I will never forget your face, smile, laugh, voice.. everything you've done for me.
You tried to guide me but I was too weak to follow, I led myself into trouble and in to the wrong paths and you happily stood there and waited for me to carry on guiding me. You never judged me, you always showed me love. You once told me you'd be proud of me no matter what I did, that cut deep. Only because you showed me unconditional love and yet I threw everything back at you. I let you down so much and yet you still opened your arms and heart to me. You made my life what it is, I am so happy to of known you. I will never forget you, ever. I will hurt everyday thinking I never got the chance to tell you how much I love you and how missed you are.
I would give anything but nothing will bring you back, I can only hope that you're at peace and you're looking down on me. Hoping you're proud of who I am.
My daughter is now one, she has 8 teeth and walks. She's trying to talk too. She is adorable and so happy. I like to think you're in her, and she will shine bright, like you.
I will tell her everything you've told me and all the memories you've given me. You guided me in life and now it's my turn to guide someone else. I only hope I can do a job even half as good as you did and I'll be happy.
You are an amazing person, I love and miss you every day.
"If tears could build a stairway & memories a lane.
I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again".
Rest In Peace Gran. 10/11/1936 - 10/12/2012
