I took the initial step to find closure today, I visited a Bereavement Counsellor. It kind of feels like with 'closure' that I'm supposed to forget you. Yet, I never will, ever. You played such a huge role in my life. I managed to compose myself and not once cried when I spoke about the lead up to your passing. I wish I could of held your hand, just sat with you. I am almost in tears now, okay, I fib, I am crying.. gently. Just for the loss we had, yet I am so blessed to of known you.
I will not let your death be in vain. I have volunteered my time to the Race For Life on Sunday. I will also arrange talks with locals schools, and such. Just so people can be more aware. Try prevent these sad occurences.
I miss you so much, you gave me everything. You made me believe in myself when it was so hard to do and I will never forget that.
I miss you more every day..
I thought I saw you earlier, I knew if I looked properly my eyes would show me the truth and I just couldn't bare to look. You'd of disappeared.. I love you more every day, even though you're not here.
Please, don't forget me. I hope you will wait for me and one day we will be reunited.
I love you Gran, you was and still are my World.
Your Little Cutie. x
