I've now not had any treatment since August.
I went to London nearly 7 weeks ago for a consultatin with regards to going on a trial, because chemotherapy didn't work, and I can't have anymore radiotherapy, and the hospital down there (Royal Free) had to get funding from my local PCT.
I've now been waiting all that time, and my PCT only met last week. Just had a call from the Royal Free to say my local PCT haven't decided, and need more information before they can decide. So now I have to wait even longer for a decision.
I just feel like im so unlucky, and that im being ignored, and never going to get any treatment.
I think I have another lump in my neck, and im so paranoid it's all going to spread and be totally untreatable.
I'm going to phone Christies tomorrow and try and get an appointment, because I just cant deal with this anymore :(
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