This is my first blog and I don't have a clue but here goes. I have this concern and it keeps me awake sometimes despite medication. Although I am in the surviving treatment stage of cervical cancer, the sympoms of all my other illnesses are similar to the symptoms of other types of cancer or secondaries. I also have to say my brother and my sister both died, my sister died last year, of a rare form of cancer which has not been named as far as I know. It just seems to me that in down moments I am just waiting to say hello to my arch enemy again at some point. you know after reading what I have written I find myself saying what a waste of life. well writing this blog has done me good already. Think I'll have another go at sleeping now.
FormerMember
Hello and welcome Herbie27, I hope you're sleeping soundly now having gotten all this off your chest. I can only imagine how disturbing your thoughts must be and the fears you face in the light of your siblings deaths due to cancer even as you are being treated for yours. We all have our ups and downs and logging onto this site and reading about what others are going through and posting about my own thoughts and feelings helps me deal with my down moments. You'll find so many caring and loving people here willing to offer comfort and advise when solicited.
