I might just loose it before wednesday...

I know how it is with this journey some times you think you are going to loose your mind!! Those times are usually when you are waiting for results, it is the worst feeling ever. Your mind races away with all possible scenarios and you prepare yourself for the worse so anything else you hear isn't as bad! Have been there with my mum so many times and in a couple of weeks will be there again as she is about to have another CT. Like your Dave her symptoms are worse but we know she is terminal but this may give us all a bit more of an indicator as to much longer she has.

Sorry AnneMarie I getting off the point nothing I can say is going to make this any better hon, but hearing the facts is much better than all the speculation and worry. When we are armed with the facts we can deal with whatever we have to, plan and cope. I will be thinking of you and am sending you lots of hugs and best wishes.

Diane X

Hi Mum,

I know its not easy and people keep saying dont worry it will be all right. But until Wed you will worry

and your mind will play all sorts of tricks on you.

But you have to wait, and thats the hard part. Come

Wed you will know what you are up against. Until

then stay strong. My thoughts are with you and your Family at this time, Look after yourself.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx

the waiting is the worst i know ive got my half way scan on march 8th and i will be doing the proverbial for the whole week i have to wait for the results try to stay positive know its so hard

thinking of you all

love and hugs jen

Just wanted to say good luck for Wednesday!!!!!  We have waited three months to see if my husbands radiotherapy has done the job we get the results on 9th of March but as the date gets nearer I cant decide if I am excited or just really scared !!!  so understand a little about how you're feeling got everything crossed for you :)

love maxine xx