So I had my surgery yesterday to remove the cancer and had to have a full hysterectomy, I feel real sadness last night like I had lost what makes me a woman. Speaking to my babies on the phone and having my rainbow baby, made that sadness go away, I’m know I should be grateful that I have the chance to be a mum some woman don’t get given that chance.
It wasn’t easier yesterday, took me a while to come round and there were some issues, sickness and I have had an allergy reaction to something doctors don’t know what is causing it. Today I will be honest I’m in pain i know things will get better and I will heal.
My heart goes out to all those who are going through this and I hope that my blog gives you some comfort that you are not alone and there are others going through what you are god in through, and we can all get this through together..
Thanks for reading this, I will be putting updates on as I go through my recovery, so keep an eye out.
