Friday, I had a call with the cancer nurse who told me that it could be 3 weeks till I hear about my treatment plan. This hit me quite hard and I struggled for the rest of the day. I just kept thinking why me, what did I ever do t deserve this. I wasn’t going to let this ruin my weekend with my babies. SO...Today was incredible. I decided that I wasn’t going to let the cancer rule my life.. so I thought before my treatment took place I would do the one thing that makes me very happy. I rode my horse, he is my best friend, him may not speak but I know he is listening.. I had been struggling recently with him, but today was unlike any other day, he actually did what I asked of him. I felt like we are finally getting there, this young horse that I got when he was a baby and have worked hard to get him where I wanted, and then the big C came along and tried to ruin it. NO chance.
I wish I could upload a picture of us in all our glory..
