Went to see the ocologist on Thursday... I knew I had cancer but didn't know what stage I was at. Because I had been told that I had been 'caught early, was relatively young (good news) and was reasonably fit and healthy' I was expecting stage 1/2 - guess what..... sod's law - stage 4 with it spreading to my liver. Have to have a kidney test done on Wednesday this week and then start on the chemo the following week... the objective is to get me into remission. All my family and most of my friends (via facebook) know about the situation but don't necessarily know how I feel (mind you I'm not too sure how I feel myself!!! ???) It is amazing how different peoples reactions are. Denial, anger, frustration, scared etc.... I suspect that this is normal. I am determined that everybody knows exactly what the situation is as I go on.... I don't want people putting 2 and 2 together and coming up with 50 and the next thing I know I am 6ft under already... not ready for that yet!! Take care everybody
Love Ann xxxx
