Well I'm back home again after my hectic week away, starting with our WA picnic, then 5 days with my daughter and 2 grandaughters, then the drive back home. I hadn't realised (and I suppose I should have) that driving distances after nearly 2 years of only doing local driving would be very tiring. I think I'm over that now, and getting back to normal, (though my daughter came down yesterday and we had the afternoon out with them). Next week is my check up, after 2 months, and I have a feeling that he is going to say things are not going well. My body doesn't seem to want to work properly (if you get me meaning), and I have aches and pains I don't want. Is it just recovering still, I hope so, but deep down I'm getting very worried. We still have so much we want to do, and had planned our long trip to Europe for September when it is a bit quieter.... I've told my husband not to book the ferry until after monday, which was rather a shock to him, but I have never hidden anything from him. Today I see my GP just to checkout my aches and pains in my joints. Does chemo make your joints ache? The tingling in my hands and feet seems to be getting worse not better, and my eye sight is also bad now, so I'm having my eyes tested next week. My body feels like it is falling apart, and I thought I would be feeling better after 8 weeks. Perhaps I've overdone it recently, but I did take things gently, and was sensible. perhpas I just need the onc to say - all clear on MOnday and I will feel better then.
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