Hello all. I haven't been on here for ages, just found it very hard and upsetting.
Some of you may remember I lost my darling mum to lung cancer in January 2009. 11 months ago and I am still devastated and miss her dearly. My dad ism't coping that well but has good days and bad days.
This Christmas, being the very first without mum has been a rough time to be honest and personally I cannot wait to see the back of 2009. I truely hope that 2010 will bring a little more happiness into our lives...although life will never be the same without my lovely mum!
Anyway the main reason I write is to wish you all the best new year possible and I sincerely hop that all the people I made firends with and that supported me through a very rough time are keeping fairly well.
Also to any newcomers on her...stay positive, my fondset wishes for a bright new year go out to you all.
Gaynor xxxx
