I only have afew days to go before i start my treatment and to be fair , yep i am scared, no amount of infomation and lectures hasnt helped, but talking in the forums has
It is strange how scared i am i think im suffering panic attacks at every turn which is nothing i have experianced in my life before, and i have cook for some stuck up celebs too! so to sum up , im frightened of not knowning, worried about the treatment, and need a date for a wedding, so apart from that its all good!
I thank those that responded to my first ever blog, i didnt know how to create another blog so i guess i just added to the previous one, ( i didnt see a create new blog tab on the right hand side bofore people ask lol ) it was great to see the replys and the fact that in messages people are so open about what they have
Thankyou all and thankyou Macmillan
