Final days with Dad

I work all day so don’t see dad until night, mam requires a haircut so my wife will sit with him so she can get out. My wife is not a ‘coping’ person when it comes to the sick, she struggles when I am under the weather and she is deeply upset at the situation with dad. We talked the other night and she doesn’t want to see him once he passes, I am not sure I could not be there during and after his final moments with us…

Mam got the hospital bed put in the living room, it’s nicer now that people can sit and be with him. Strange but sometimes he doesn’t know what’s going on, and then he sleeps most of the time but I never liked the fact that he was alone in his bedroom.

It’s strange to know that he will never leave that bed again, air compressor buzzing and mam consistently trying to move it to make him comfy, he still…