firstly, its my dad that has the cancer,, he is the one suffering but i wanted or rather needed to write this blog as i am sure i am not the only daughter or family member feeling useless.
i feel selfish at times because i get so caught up in sadness about my dads illness then i shout at myself for being selfish as i am not the one with the cancer, im not the one facing chemo or an uncertain future so what gives me the…