I have no one who i can turn too as my life as turned upside down, our dreams and future are so uncertain now ......We was hopin' to grow old together as he's my soulmate , best friend my everything and without him i don't know what i will do :( ....We never in a million years thought this could happen and now that it has it's our worst nightmare we just can't wake up from .....i am strong on the outside and everyone thinks i'm doing brilliant but on the inside this is killing me watchin' the man i love with all my heart fade away is soo awful i wouldn't wish this on anyone :( ..... please help ...........
