so today is the day of my ultra sound scan....
after nagging for the last week for a scan date, and being in ridiculous amounts of pain in my neck for the last few days, with no idea as to when id be getting this scan, or if id be getting it on time before i see my consultant on the 29th, i rang up again yesterday spoke to my trials nurse, and she said, ok Emma, il chase it up and will ring you straight back.
20 minutes later. true to her word, she rang me back.. OK Emma, good news.. your ultra sound scan will be tomorrow. ohh great thanks.
TOMORROW>>> (today) hooray finally. its only taken three weeks to arange an urgent scan... im fine about it.. absolutely cool with it...
so today i wake up..and think, no, im not fine about it, im not cool about it.. im worried about it, strangely enough, it was about this time 2 years ago, that i had my 1st ever ultra sound scan on my neck. and thats WHY im scared!!! cuz i could see every lump they "photographed" or whatever the correct term for it is.... which means in effect today... im going to see what "lumps" are in my neck.... bit different to a CT scan, you dont no the results.. or see the results, til you see the consultant.... sakeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! i look a mess today, i feel a mess today. and its probably a whole lot of worrying for nothing...
anyway... im off to work for three hours, then off to hospital. to have bloods aswell... oh, i forgot i had to get them done today to... so the stress of being poked in my arm with a needle is enough.. let alone the scan... ho hum... get on with it.... hope your all well.... gotta go....
can anyone tell me how to get coloured writing in a blog??? or how to even post back in my old blog.... sakeeee not happy today as it is!! this post looks worse than i feel....
