Wow !! I have just read some blogs and we're not alone. When you're told someone you love has cancer you feel very alone and scared don't you. We were told last week that my Dad's cancer is back, last time he required no chemo only an op, this time the full works to try and recover.
He is the most wonderful dad anyone could have and I'm scared that he won't survive, I couldn't imagine my life without him. He is my hero and makes me feel safe - I love him to the ends of the earth.
I spent the first two days after being told , very selfish, not eating or sleeping and cryng a lot - then I though "this won't help him at all". Life seems to be in limbo at the moment and will start again when this nightmare is over.
I've read other blogs about people mentioning their parents, we think they will be with us forever. I hope you all have a happy ending. I light candles in the church, I pray while I'm driving my car, I drift off into my own world of hope. HE WILL WIN , HE WILL WIN ......... my wonderful Dad, WILL WIN xxxx
