life upside down

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Dreading haveing to see my grandma again,i mean it is nice seeing her but its not right, i used to get annoying with her trying to help me with my work or pointing out every little spelling mistake but know i would do anything for her to even say a word. each time i see her its worst and worst,although i dont see her dat much. My mum gose each week to her i only see her two days but each day shes worring about grandma. i know its very stressful and some people think im being selfish but just for one day for her just to forget about grandma so we can have a amazing day out to make her feel good before we go back. i can also tell that my dad is getting really stressted looking after my 2 little brothers. Its also rubbing off on my brothers my yongest brother said when my mum came back she smelt wierd ,of my grandma, and wouldnt hug her but in the end he did. What im also finding hard is to understand what cancer.

Any advise?

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dear Ellie, you don't say how old  you are but you come across as someone who is about to turn into a woman.  Your mum is doing this all alone from what I read between the lines.  Instead of you all pulling together you seem to be pulling apart and concentrating on your own troubles.  I bet your gran would love to see you, even to just sit there while mum looks after her. Unfortunately, we all die some time and the best gift we have is love.  Reach out to your mum, tell her you need her too, in fact, you all need eachother.  All of you are suffering.  Sit down, make some tea, talk, don't shout or rant, just talk and say how you feel.  I assure you you will all come together and regain your strength to deal with the dark days around you.  God bless, love Ann x