hello new to this site so just finding myself a bit lost at the moment.
FormerMember
Hi there -
I just saw your post and feel the same way about you. I read through the blogs on this site and cannot imagine myself being as positive and optimistic as many of the people here. I constantly walk around with a hollow feeling in my chest and often find myself almost in another zone because I cannot focus or concentrate. I literally feel like a zombie sometimes.
Everyone says the best way to get through this is to take each day at a time and keep a positive outlook. With bad cancers, that is a tough thing to do. I am really trying but feel like I have nobody to turn to because I don't want my friends to treat me differently or my coworkers ... and even if they didn't, I don't feel like anyone can understand what I am going through.
I just wanted to let you know, I feel exactly the same way you do. Lost and hollow. I don't know if this feeling will ever go away.
