all the scans mri,s xrays and mamagram done will no the results tomorrow.think some times the waiting is worse than the cancer.its a year on and it feels like the finish line just keeps moving wonder somedays will i ever cross it.no one say,s life should be easy but why does it have to be this hard.it very hard somedays to see the brightside and keep simeling when you ache right to your very soul.when will it be enough.they say the eyes are the windows to the soul i can only hope that mine never show the pain i sometimes feling dont understand why people say everything happens for a reason cause i can,t find one .sorry i,m ranting thing when i was coming home from hosptail andheard girl on bus saying she had just had a mamagram in clinic and had been given the all clear it made me thing back.hopefully tomorrow will be the same for me.and i can fell closer to th finish line or that it is at least still within sight and better time are a comin.
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Whatever the results bring tomorrow - and of course I'm crossing everything that they will be clear - you will find the strength and courage to deal with it. The waiting is the most stressful part of this whole sorry business, not knowing what will happen. Once you know you can start planning your future, whether its your next holiday or treatment. Then you will fell you have some control over your life once again.
We will all be thinking of you tomorrow, please let us know how you get on
i know exactly how your feeling and the waiting doesn't get any better. i'm too am year on and i to get my results tomorrow to see if its back or not. (fingers crossed for both of us) please let us know hoe you get on. take care sharon xx
