That's chemo with a C, and that rhymes with P, and that stands for ...

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It doesn't quite stand for 'pool'. Brown corduroy trousers might be in order next time. Thank heavens for Sainsbury's in Kidlington, which is about halfway between the hospital and home, and which has both a loo and a pharmacy counter. "Imodium Instants, and stat!" I barked at the pharmacy lady, believing myself, briefly, to be in an episode of ER. "Are you all right?" she asked, clearly concerned, and rightly so. Well. How do you answer that?

At least she didn't headtilt.

The chemo itself? Okay. Six hours of boring, but, as hoped, I managed to sleep through most of it - or at least go into that hospital-induced null-state where you're not quite asleep but not quite awake either. Judy started on a cross-stitch. In the room other women came and went, none of them talking of Michelangelo (well, they might have been, I didn't hear, but I doubt it). Why is my chemo so much longer than theirs? Who knows. Coffee was provided. A hospital sarnie was, perhaps unwisely, eaten. Things went in. Other things ... came out, not, as recorded above, always at the most convenient time. Follow-up drugs were dispensed. Um. Twice. Oh, Churchill!

So far, so good, so far as side-effects are concerned, but it's early yet. Let's see how the evening goes. And tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow ...

Did I really just write a(nother) blog post all about poo? Oh, well, at least it's only a little one.

The post, that is.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Loperamide is what Hilary needs, and I guess that is what you were trying to remember LM?

    Having had a radiated bottom last year I have had some of the nasty experience of an upset tummy for a few weeks. Don't know about you H but when my tummy started to ache I had to rush to the toilet and there was one occasion where I only just made it. Loperamide was a big help to me, but I know it doesn't work for everyone so well.

    I guess you're on the non fibre diet too?

    Here's hoping the next few days are going to be good to you.

    Tim xxx

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    LM - the Churchill gave me stuff till it's coming out of my ears (and my ... no, never mind), but nothing for bum stuff of either sort. I don't know why. Next time I see the cancer people, I'll ask them.

    I've just had a glass of Dioralyte, which is pretty good stuff - it more or less saved my life a couple of years ago, when I had stomach flu (pre Big C. Probably). When I go downstairs, I'll put a heating pad on my tummy, that might help. Worst that can happen: hot tummy! It used to work a bit for Lady Pains, so ...

    What do you bed I'll be back to rocking and singing little songs tomorrow?

    Your poor sausages. This is why I don't like to whinge. So many people, dealing with so much nastier, and doing it way better than me.

    Oh, fksake. Someone on Facebook has just posted a link to a song called Live Like You Were Dying. That's considerate. (a) Everyone is, and (b) some of us faster than others. Not me, and not you, 'cause we're going to kick cancer where it hurts, but the principle remains.

    Why don't we have any books in the bathrooms? Are we too posh? Goodness knows, we have enough of the 'interesting facts' books that most people put in there.

    Sending 'come home' vibes to the cat - I hope he's just being ornery, or has got shut in somewhere.

    Michelangelo is just me being pretentious ("Moi?!"). I started typing about other women coming and going, and my mind just naturally went to In the room the women come and go/Talking of Michelangelo, from The Waste Land. Ignore me when I get arsey like that.

    *Cautious hugs back*

    Jackie - you are exactly right, I am steaming my head over a bowl of boiling ipecac as we speak. (This remedy comes from Anne of Green Gables; medical science may have moved on since then.

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Hilary...

    whining and whinging is perfectly allowed by the way , and that's FACT - I've done some this week too and it's quite therapeutic... plus, however many people could be suffering more, it doesn't diminish how much *you* are suffering, so there! *grins*

    I have all sorts of books in the bathroom ... does that make me common or posh?? heehee!

    Taking of yin/yang ... Little My's cat is playing truant and my feral cat came in last night! Hope yours stops being naughty LM.

    Hope everyone is feeling better/happier/ok tomorrow

    Much love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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    FormerMember

    Fat cat is in going 'what??? what's all the fuss about??' as they do.

     Hilary. as I said on my blog, I think I am lucky. I have a good time. Sausages are not a problem now i have my invincible pants and do you know they have maroon mongrammed something or other on them.... very posh! I would rather have them and dodgy sausages than your chemo I can tell you so you whinge away my dear please... I am fine. You are not. I have a great time except when cats go missing little so and so... he''ll get such a cuddle now... grrrr.

    Tim, you are right... Loperamide it was! Never used it myself as I had baggy so it didn't seem to matter and then I got the iron tablets and stuff that made it all weird so.. anyway they are going spare.

    Hi Jackie,here I am  talking crap as usual.... :o)

    Oh that Michaelangelo... P wrote a dissertation on the wasteland. I went to the pub. He got a better degree than me. Can't imagine why... also can't imagine why my liver looks dodgy on a scan.

    I have just been unpacking the wasteland funnily enough... see? see what chemo does to your brain???? No connection at all...

    Anyway, she will kill me for saying this, but please go and read Sunny's comment on her blog and do something please. Thank you.

    Goodnight all... i am sleepy and have a lovely new duvet cover and side lamp waiting for me.

    Little My xxx