Debs Daily Deliberations - 17

Good morning What Nowers! I am back to my happy shiny self you will be pleased to know (at least Pollensarick will, he let me vent the minute he joined the chatroom yesterday and never complained xxx). Last night I donned my sunday best hair aka THE WIG for the first time to meet up with my sister for a coffee at Costa's.............except when we got there, they were SHUT!!!!! So we ended up having a coffee and cookie in Subway.....the only difference, coffee didnt come in a china mug and it was at least £5 cheaper ;) My sister thought I looked fab (I have trained my younger siblings well) and we had a good natter about how things are going. My sister is hell bent on supporting me financially.........my younger disabled single sister offering to help me out each month....I tut and say "we'll see" but she keeps going on about how can she enjoy having money when she knows we are struggling....I can't get her to understand the pride that Tony and I have and how difficult it would be to accept that money. Other than that, it was a good hour or so out and just long enough before the Sunday Best Hair started to feel a tad warm and itchy. I seemed to be the talk of the radiotherapy department this morning (aren't I always?!!) for refusing to wait any longer for the onc yesterday. Well every now again there's gotta be a rebel and a challenge right???? They talk about the oncs as if they are gods - now I appreciate the years of studying and learning they have gone through, but are they not still human, do they not bleed if cut???? I was sooooo bubbly today I think even the hubby 'switched off' in the car, especially when I started my rendition of the Kings of Leon latest record, complete with forced gravelly voice. We hear that record once maybe twice on our journey to and from Queens, I think Capital Radio has a limited playlist, that and Take That's "this could be.........the greatest day of our lives"......I once joked that it could be my funeral record........hubby just shook his head as usual! I have done the grocery shopping, hung some laundry out and now my ample butt is firmly planted on the computer chair for chat and fun...........get ready gang "cos here I come" you have been warned!!!!!! Thought for today: "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore.Dream. Discover" Mark Twain