Debs Daily Deliberations 110

Evening All, ?What a difference a day makes................? Ollie was up at 5.20am today.....little sod! Went outside, wee'd and came in and went back to sleep on the sofa, I may have actually dozed this time......not slept, cos I never do that but almost and at least rested until 6.50am. Hubby off to work, Lara off to summer school, boys still in bed and dogs back to sleep.......its just me, the cuppa tea and my computer. Kim my SNON rings to say apologise for not getting back to me but as my bloodtest results have not come back to the hospital, the pharmacy won't sign on off on my poison (oral chemo). We laugh about how wrong I got my pills last time.....I was taking 2 domperidone when I got up with my anti-seizure, then my nasty poison then some anti-sickness starting with G an hour later........well it should have been get up, anti-seizure......anti-nausea then 45mins later chemo.....so the fact I had no sickness was amazing and goes to show how fabulous - ok ok lucky I am lol This time don't take all the domperidone, in fact play it by ear, if I start to feel sick, then take some, if not....don't cos thats what binds you up!!!!!! I ring my GP's surgery armed with oncology's fax number and get put through to the practice secretary. She says she will get straight onto it. Hubby phones me at 11am and asks whats happening and gets all irate when I can't tell him anything cos I am waiting to hear back.........."do I work through my lunch or not?"......I dunno!!!!! If my poison was ready Tony was going to leave early so we could drive over to Romford and get it....but, can't tell him what I don't know. Kim phones me back at 4.30pm to say no fax has arrived, she phoned PAH (my local hospital) and got the results over the phone but she needs something in writing, I tell her I will phone my GP's again as apparently they also need to know my neutraphils. This time I don't get the nice secretary, I get the love child of Hitler and it goes like this "hello, this is Mrs Perry, my blood results were being faxed to Queens this morning. Unfortunately, they have not received them. Any chance you could refax?" "we faxed them already, says here for the attention of Emma ******* oncology" "yes I know, but they have been on the phone to say they haven't had it and they can't sign off on my chemo until they see it" "we already did it" "I know, but you know what hospitals are like, could you please refax to a different machine, I have the number" "we need a fax number to fax!" (no shite sherlock) "I have the number its 01708 435 *** for the attention of Kim ***** she needs the neutraphil levels as well as platelets and full white count" "she can only have whats on the report" "OK, thank you very much for your help" Fecking hell, I wasn't asking her to declare war on some neutral country like Switzerland, just to fax a little report - to ?push a button let me know ? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr So my day was pretty "funky" after all. I was getting really stressed, I want my POISON. ?Don't Care How I want it NOW? We were having sausages & Mash - little german sausages that my hubby likes, in honour of Hitlers love child lol and I always do wholegrain mustard mash - but no mustard OMG what is the world coming to! So I had to oven roast some Italian whole clove garlic, resembles a small onion rather than little cloves. Once it was roasted and sweet and squishy I added this to the mash instead....worked pretty well. Had chilled canteloupe melon for dessert (how good was I). Did a little chatting, watched a little TV and now blogged too....my work here is done! Thought for today: To fear is one thing. To let fear grab you by the tail and swing you around is another. Katherine Paterson