Hi all, I'm having a bit of a weird day today at times i feel happy and i'm bouncing around everywhere and the next i feel like crying, I have no idea what's going on with me!!?? I've just read Jellyhunny's Blog saying about she lost her Mum yesterday and reading it brought me to tears, I dont know what i would do if i ever lost Mum....On a better note i made the most of Mum going out yesterday and bought myself a pool and invited some friends round, It took 5 hours to fill the bugger!!! Wish i never bothered now because i am soooo sunburnt the slightest movement and it's killing me so that's not really helping my mood today, I had work for a couple of hours so that kept me occupied, but still, people keep asking me stuff about Mum...I kinda wish i didnt know about it in a way or at least none else did i dont want to sound selfish im just sick of hearing it, because i dont want it to be happening i think i'm still trying to tell my self everything is fine and she hasnt got Cancer but unfortunatley reality hit's pretty hard and it dosent stay away for long
Hope you are all well
Love and Huig's
Lauren xx
