Hi all,
I'm still in a weird mood lately, I think with Mum's op and everything coming it's definatly starting to hit me....I cant really deny the fact anymore that Mum's got Cancer. I am blubbing nearly everyday (And that's not like me!) I want to kill everyone i see or talk to, I dont want to get out of bed and i have the sudden urge to get very heavily drunk all the time. So with me feeling like this...God Mum must be feeling bad!! I just had this sudden urge to clean the kitchen so i did (But most likely by the time Mum has woken up Dad would of messed it up again) I'm doing my room tomorrow, which Mum has been nagging me about for week's!! I feel so empty, I'm not me anymore....
