Dad

A bit of good news today...dads cancer has not spread anywhere else....at least now it makes things a bit easier!! he went out to celebrate in style...treating himself to a fry up!! 

So I get a phone call on new years eve from my mum to say dad has got mouth cancer :( safe to say I am cut up to bits about it, I am in Devon he is in Scotland and I want to go back there to be by his side but he says there is nothing I can do!! I feel so guilty and helpless!!! I haven't been the perfect daughter and have often been nasty to him in the past and know all I feel is regret!! dad gets his results tomorrow…