Hello my favourite writer! No blogs forthcoming so I'm wondering if you are having a tough time of it? Physically I know its bloody awful but I hope mentally you are managing? Duh!!! Hanging on, you know what I mean.
I am having radiotherapy within the next few weeks and then the dreaded Chemo probably after Christmas 
Surgery done and dusted.
What can I say that doesn't sound inane or trite? Nothing. It's all shite and we are good people just howling at the moon...no answers sent down on parchment wrapped in ribbon via a moonbeam. I am however on my phone in bed in North Wales thinking about you and wishing you well. All we can do is get up each day.
Mind you on that note I've developed some strange tendencies:
I have an urge to dive into the telly and BRUSH LORRAINE'S HAIR. I hate Philip Schofield and tell him constantly (in my head, don't be alarmed). Alison and Dermot "FUCK YOU"..Charlene White on Loose Women is so flippin PC, the fat Nolan has spent a fortune on new teeth and I'm jealous of them. I look at tits....yep. I'm fatter than the whole gaggle of Nolans, truth be told.
Anyway, just saying you aren't alone xx You may now be staying go away....lol
Love Amanda (Cupboardlove )
