Where we are now

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Well its been a while since I joined this group, since then Fran has started his chemo 2 out of 6 so far, his third was put off as his blood was low so he's back in this week. He also starts his Radiotheraphy as well Life is now very strange, up and down like a rollercoaster. Fran is still in denial, talking about doing things , moving house so we can have our dream house with a bit of land. Buying more equipment for the garage . Its great he's so positive, but thats because he does not know anything or want to know anything about what he has. Who am I to burst that bubble, he's happy. Me, I feel on a razor edge, I don't let him see me cry, I go out to walk the dog or go in the shower. i can't sleep, or think straight. My work is suffering as my mind is not in it and find it hard to concentrate on the most simple tasks these days. I just hope he stays well as he is for a long time.I scare myself rigid when I read up on the pack the hospital has given us, I just have to be strong for him.
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