D-Day Week!

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Not been posting progress of my Mum - just been to horrendous to try and put into words.

She had 2-3 months in hospital for treatment and got home just before Christmas and gladly the tumour had reduced a lot, but then has had 3 x 4-weekly R-Chop treatments.  She has her scan today then her review next week - so scared and feel really selfish because my mum has fought the whole way and been so positive - has had some bad days but hardly any considering what she's been though.

I suppose all we can do is hope - but I think the worst all the time so it  doesn't make the fall so hard if itis bad news and if it's good news then it's all the better - not that I ever let Mum know I think that way!

Keeping verything crossed for my Mum who is everything to me x

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I am in the same place as you and feel just as bad. Have a read of my profile and you will see what I mean. We are waiting to see the doctor in about 3 weeks - three long weeks waiting waiting waiting . in a way i dont even want to see him if its bad news.  much love jackie

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    fully understand what you are going through. My Mum is so positive, looking forward to getting stronger and the summer coming. It's hard to chat normally sometimes, be positive like her ,but we have to. I think she has the right idea and is doing really well despite knowing that she has lung and now liver mets and is having no treatment other than surgery to remove the primary renal tumour. She really amazes me. She's put on over 1 and a half stone and on sat pushed the trolley around tescos for the first time in a year! Just wish I could enjoy now and not feel so desperate about things