Feeling really sorry for my self and totally confused
signed in tonight and joined in the chat felt so great - off to meet so many new friends I have made on here in the last few weeks and have a chat !
Bit busy on there so someone suggested a few of us take it next door to the just for fun room and leave room for the new commers who might be over whelming by the light hearted attitude of some of us - no problem.
Ok got a couple of confesions to make - can have a inappropriate sense of humour - but have tried to modify my approach.
Second confession ? I try to speak from the heart when it is needed - I have 3 special friends on here who are still new members and are only confident so far in talking to me in whisper chat - not yet ready to join in general chat - not a boast just a fact.
So we are now in the just for fun room - I make a few comments and a couple of members feel offended - think it relates to asking someone from wales if they wanted to hear any jokes about sheep ?? suddenly find I am the villan.
Not in favour of splitting the rooms - but accept the need for it on occasions - go to the just for fun room - suddenly told how insensitive and racist I am !!
Not a threat - but thinking of leaving the site - would rather go and come to terms with My Cancer myself than cause hurt and suffering to others - just I cannot understand how I can be so misunderstood so often - has to be down to me
John xx
