hi
well on wed 8th i will find out what is wrong and they will explain the results of the scan. At the moment i feel fine walking about 3miles aday but mentally that is all over the place i suppose this will be like this all the time good days and negative days. Funny 4wks ago i had a sense of humour and sudenly this has now taken a back seat other days i am fine look at me 52 got this bug and told Yvonne my wife and not had an affair yet life is a bummer will keep you posted Colin
FormerMember
Hi Colin,
So sorry this is going on for you. I am a caregiver (my husband has Myeloma, age 49 and I cared for my mother (62) with her cancer until passing). My observations as one from the outside looking in on loved ones and friends, its a 'head game'. Granted it is occurring in the physical body, but the head game and getting into the fight seems to be the most difficult. If you haven't read it, I encourage you to read Lance Armstrong's book "Its Not About the Bike". I promote it a lot on this forum, but I was so moved by it and found it fascinating, regardless of the cancer you have. He is very open, sometimes painfully so, about what was running through his head. Of course is outcome was awesome AND you get the back story on him winning the Tour.
Hi Colin - it's a rotten old journey to have to make, ain't it? I really hope you get positive news tomorrow and I know there will be lots of friends, family and buddies on line who will be sending you feel good vibes over the internet - here's some (((((((good vibes))))). Good luck and let us know how you get on, ok, with love from kate xxxxxxxxx
