Well what can i say today Monday 28th March has been actually quite a hard day. Clint has been feeling quite low and it doesnt help that he has turned more yellow than normal.
He has been extremely sleepy and itchy, wont stop scratching himself i am frightened that he is going to hurt himself.
Why do i feel selfish by the fact that i feel like crying all the time today it is really hard to see him that way and know that we are still waiting on his treatment starting!! Hopefully by this time next week we will be in a position where we know exactly when his chemo starts.
We have a week full of appointments the McMillan Nurses, then the dietician then the bone marrow thingy on Thursday and then another one on Friday. Going to be a hard week.
The Appointment on Monday is with Dr Fyfe at the hospital to find out finally what is going to happen they need to make a decision quickly as he is losing so much weight and i am starting to get worried.
But good news is that we have a brand new neice called Caitlin who was born on monday xxxxx
