I am so fed up with this business. I want to scream, Please Help Me!. But I might as well be in space, as no one seems to be hearing me.
So much pain today, bloated aching bowels. My whole chest and stomach feels like its being squeeze. Just overwhelming pain. I had an oesophageal stent put in 2 weeks ago, which has worked wonders for being able to swallow. But now I just cant eat because of the constant overwhelming pain. My pain control (Oxycontin, Oxynorm and paracetamols) is not stopping the pain any longer, and I'm starting to feel as though I have no quality of life left...…...just PAIN!.
Four times over the past month, two hospitals and my GP has said "don't you worry about a thing, I specialist cancer nurse or district nurse will be coming to see me to discuss my pain control. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY!
I've even started screaming at my darling husband whose doing his very best to help me. I am becoming a monster. 
Whinge over……………….for now.
