Had my staging results today, T3, N2, Mx. Tumours is extending through the Oesophagus and is very close to the heart and Aorta, and just to add to my misery, I have lesions on my thoracic spine. I have an appointment to see my surgeon on Monday 19th November, but I'm not expecting good news. I have tried the Oramorph and Oxynorm to try to relieve my back pain but nothing seems to touch it. I would give so much to be smiling and happy out walking in the fresh air once again. It's getting increasingly tough, mentally and physically watching my family trying to cope with what is happening.
