I just scared my partner and a&e

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I had 2nd chemo on the 4th of June and I have been fine. I have been indoors and decided to go to church today because I feel so strong. My daughter was given lunch in the kid's church and I fed her and also ate from it. We got back home and I laid on the couch watching movie and I started feeling dizzy. I tried to calm down but it was as if i was suddenly drained out. I called my partner but before he came to my side, I had collapsed. That didnt last long but I started vomitting and stooling and we called hospital and I was asked to come in asap.

We managed there with no strength in me. After taking my blood, I was left to sleep and by the time the results came back it turned out fine. Infact, my wbc is 9.6. I am back at home and just thank God. My daughter is fine and didnt react to the meal. I was so scared and I want to live. I want to fight and beat cancer.

God help us all.

Anonymous
  • Hi, I am sure you will do great. Funny enough my mum had  a reaction on her second chemo but was fine thereafter.

    Take special care

    court

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Deb,

    It was only natural after an experience liks that,you got a fright and was scared. The fact that you want to live shows that you are positive,and strong to fight the Cancer.You have a hard long road ahead but you have the right attitude to want to live.

    Take care and stay safe Hugs and Love Sarsfield.xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thanks so much Sarsfield and Court. I am very fine now and I understand I still have a hard long road but it is scary and I am scared even though i sound strong. I look at my 1 yr old daughter everyday and tell her everything will be ok, mummy is here for you and I wish and pray that I am right.

    Thanks all.