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  • F :) :) K FEC!

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    Chemo Day.

    Or more precisely, night before chemo day and I'm rolling around in my bed with the worst period cramps and all I can think of is 'Give ME a break! This is the worst timing.'

    4 am - one panadol later and I'm finally asleep.

    7.30 am - I feel like pestilence, with a bad hair day. (Side bar, I went to the cancer support centre and asked the hairdresser for a hair cut, which she spent 45…

  • A Ribbon of Red Amongst the Constant Black

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    A Ribbon of Red Amongst the Constant Black

    My anger.
    It is immensely small, tightly loose in the pit of me.
    A billowing, whipping ribbon of red amongst the constant black.
    I want to unleash it into the tornado wind and watch it whirl into a frenzy.
    Bang the dustbin lids of it together in the peace of morning silence.
    Matador its bull horns around the arena, to the shrieking of the crowd, for all to see,
    Smear it in…

  • Two aunties, three breasts and an expander.

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    In my last week of relative freedom before my chemotherapy starts, (five days before I meet my Oncology team, gulp!) I thought, in my wound healing state, it would be a good idea to embark on a trip to the capital to do a spot of babysitting for my brother.

    In my pre-ER positive mind frame, this was a fantastic idea. Post cancer diagnosis and freak out over fertility, I'm now not so sure.

    When I get to the…

  • Pathology, Panties and Petrol.

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    Read my full blog at http://charliesbreastcancerblog.blogspot.com/

     

    It's been a week since my operation. My boob is still massive, tight and swollen but now its size matches the other 'normal' breast.

    It's the little victories that now matter the most, begin able to tie up my hair, being able to open a jar of jam with my right hand, stretching, not needing pain killers and then there is the stuff I miss, sleeping…

  • Warning - When I am an Old Woman I Shall Wear Purple

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    When I am an old woman, I shall wear purple

    with a red hat that doesn't go, and doesn't suit me.

    And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves

    and satin candles, and say we've no money for butter.

    I shall sit down on the pavement when I am tired

    and gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells

    and run my stick along the public railings

    and make up for the sobriety of my youth.

    I shall…