I did enjoy the day, very quiet.. watching TV, I'm usually running around like a headless chicken all day.....
My mum cooked...she made far too much...but it was finished off yesterday....!!
I had a glass of wine...but then my dad asked if it was 'upsetting my tummy'...''dad. I'm 47''.
I had a bit of a cry in the afternoon...but they saw me and sat round me and all that....didn't really want that....I know its all going to be alright, I know that if this treatment don't work then there are still some more options, and mainly....I'm still on the one - three years....
My dad's friend Lawrence went 15 years on borrowed time...and the old git didn't even give up smoking and drinking....!!! he was one of the '' what's the bloody point now'' generation.....!!
I even slept a couple of hours last night...that was a treat...I never realised how a person could go for weeks just dozing for an hour here and there...no wonder I start waffling.....
Thinking of New Year now....I'll stay in this year I think...give the younger ones a chance...!!
I will dress up though...and put me eyeshadow on.....
And a nice little tot of the grouse or two.....if I drop it in me lemsip it won't upset me tummy.....!!!
