I'm really not liking this...I'm getting fatter and fatter!!! I just bought new clothes so I could be comfy with my new and improved bod (the thinner version), especially during chemo. I hate that bound up feeling while havng tubes running in and about me. But I am slowly and surely putting on weight!!! I guess I was having too much of a good time with my food since I had been deprived of so much of it so often…
It is sunny here today on the Boston harbor. I can't see a cloud in the washed out kind of a blue sky that we have. And little wind, and best of all, about 60 warm degrees. And I still have roses on my front bushes (wild ones) that I don't know the names of. But one is red and the other a very deep pink. Very nice to look at while doing the dishes!
Honey is watching the football game and I am about to get offline…
Boom! Boom! Boom! No, it's not a headache but the roofers...lol. Sprung a leak in the front room after fixing the leaky roof three years ago...sigh...So, it's time to put a new one on in its entirety. Maybe we can get the contractor to fix the frame on the kitchen door that was put in new last year...another sigh...lol. No matter...we may have to move out of this lovely dwelling if we can't find a creative way…
I tasted my first sparkling water today. I like it. Kind of like seltzer or club soda. Fizzy without any taste but hydrating...lol..
Kind of a mixed week after chemo. The dexamethasone made me sooo irritable that I cried...because I couldn't understand why I was so jumpy and on edge. I finally looked in the mirror at one point and saw how red my face was from the med. After seeing that I calmed down. There was a…
Cancer, the dirty little pig that it is, makes old problems IMMENSE. The old problems are even more difficult to tolerate. And what is worse, they couldn't be fixed before and NOW they sure as heck can't be fixed. It's any problem from the days before cancer. I am getting to the point like Indie Chick...staying away from ALL...not because I am reverse 'nesting' or from depression or preparing for my own death…
